Well......
I have come to the conclusions that
1. I am extremely lazy and don't want to think of anything to write.
2. I am terribly shy and can only let people see me superficially
through meme glasses.
3. I am so paranoid of rejection that I can't even think of the
possibility of some faceless/nameless people out in the
cyberverse reading my lj and either tearing it apart or heaven
forbid not comment at all (like I don't exist). =P
I have (strangely for me) decided to radically change some things in my life. It may be because I am so desperately trying to figure out how to move back to the coast of British Columbia here in Canada.
I am at the moment, in Victoria, BC. on "vacation", looking at housing possibilities and job opportunities, wondering if we would move any of our stuff out or just sell it all and get second hand here.
I feel so much better here than where I live in Alberta, and no it is not just because this is a Vacation, I do everything here that I do at home when it comes to cooking and cleaning etc.
I guess I really don't have the words for it. It might be that I have family here, it might be because of the weather, the ocean air, the beautiful surroundings, oh I have missed it
Lol I got sidetracked, where was I ? Oh yeah, radical changes.
I have decided that I have been letting life pass me by while I sit on my
So I am making a list of things that I have always wanted to do and one way or another I am going to do them.
The All Important List
1. Start belly dance classes again.
2. Learn to foxtrot, tango, two-step,samba,salsa.....well just dance in
general.
3. Learn at least one other language (not just the swear words)
4. Take a photography course.
5. Take a weekend painting class
6. Take art appreciation classes (although I can appreciate it on my
own, I sound like an idiot trying to talk about it)
7. Learn to read music, and play an instrument.
8. Take a writing course and finish my ten plus (yes,really) stories.
9. Start appreciating myself, instead of criticizing all the time.
10. Be more out going, and a little less shy.
11. Post on my lj more.
It's a start anyway.




















